Mi amore vole fe yah..

okay, well on thursday i went to campy with kieran.. 

i dunno everything felt so natural with him

i didnt do my lil giddy thing i do with other guys..

act all nervous and not speak. we spoke for hours

and now, for a person who never dreams when she goes to sleep 

all i dream about now is our future.. and some weird guacamole dream which im not even going to go into

i mean like wtf. we havent even said lets go out.

he wants to keep things as they are till he knows we can defo make it work..

well more than 6 hours like last time. hahah

i dunno. WHY DO I ALWAYS THINK AHEAD

worse ideas pop into your head.

i dont get it,

my mood still continues to change rapidly but every night before i go to sleep i cry.

not that im upset or whatever

i cry… 

you’ll get used to it i hope

fuckyou-youfuckingfuck:

I miss sex. not because I’m a slag but just someone wanted me and there was a moment of intimacy before it and the kissing and the skin on skin and the way they look at you with their eyes like Zdxfgchisdlj SOMEONE LOVE ME

sooo true!